"Try a glass of wine...you'll feel better." This was what started it all for me. The beginning of use of alcohol and the connection to feeling better. I would create ways of getting around the difficulties of my everyday functioning . I finally did ask for help. With that comes an enormous amount of shame. Admitting that I'm not sure where my God is entered into the whole experience. People asking "Why doesn't she just stop?" is like telling you to stop seeing your best friend.TZjaIq3fY&feature=em-share_video_user